pahabol

bilang isang tao na mayroong kulang-kulang sampung pagliban sa klaseng German 10 (at nararapat mabigyan ng singko sa paglagpas sa numero ng pagliban), ako'y nag-uumapaw ang kaligayahan sa nakuha kong DOS mula sa aking guro lolz. KERING KERI NA YAN! HAHAHAHAHA!! akala ko tres ako lolz. yeyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! dos dos dos mo ay nakakasilaw!

wala pa rin akong grade sa directing at sa mp, hinihintay ko paaaaaaaa...

1.5 ako sa expeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sana 1.25 na lang lolz. to naman si ser, nahiya pang taasan ang marka ko. LOLZ joke lang.

ang sabi ng titser ko sa commres101 kulang raw ako ng isang paper. Kulang talaga ako, pero hindi iyong tinutukoy nya na paper dahil meron ako non!!! hindi niya inungkat ung sa paper ko na tunay na hindi ko pinasa, hmm... wala lang. GOODLAK SA PAGHIHINTAYYYYYYYY! basta ang alam ko mERON AKO NUNG HINAHANAP NIYA!

kapag binubuksan ko ang CRS. kumakabog ang dibdib ko sa pagscroll down ng page para makita ang grades ko. parang dinidirek ako ni hitchcock, ganun. sinematik.

BIGYAN NYO NA KO NG GRADO UTANG NA LOOB!!! AYOKO NANG MANGHULA AT MAGHINTAY!! nakakaLUGA!

kung ayaw mong makabasa ng MURA, wag motong basahin

tangena. un lang ang masasabi ko.

mula kahapon ay nag-eedit lang kami ni kuya jing para sa directing ko.

HAnggang kanina nageedit kame.

Hindi ko ineekspek na tatamaan ako ng pinakasukdulan sa naguumapaw na sukdulang kamalasan sa kamunduhan.

Around 10am, gumagawa na ako ng iskor ng aking pelikula. Dumating si Mortel bandang tanghali. Alauna na yata nang matapos akong mag-iskor. TApos gumawa na kami ng credits at nagrender. Habang nagrerender ay naligo ako. Mga alas dos natapos magrender. Tapos binurn na namin. Ang kulapong narender namin ay putol pala FOR SOME WEIRD REASON. Dahil i made sure na buo sya nung nirender ko. Atchaka ang chaka ng quality.

NAgrender ulit ako to print to tape kahit pa wala na akong tape, kermi lang kahit patungan ang ibang tapes na importante. ANG PUTANGINANG YON MATAPOS ANG ISANG ORAS NANG PAGRERENDER AY NAGHANG!!! AT NANG nagrender akong muli para iprint sa tape at nang matapos itong muli ANG PUTANGINANG FIREWIRE AYAW GUMANA. AT NANG NATAUHAN AKO, ANG PUTOL NA NIRENDER KO AY IDINUGTONG KO SA NIRENDER KONG BAGONG KAPUTOL NITO. AT BINURN KO NA SILA KAHIT HINDI INEDIT, KAHIT HINDI MAGKADIKIT, KAHIT HINDI CONTINUOUS. SUKANG SUKA NA KAYA AKO.

Text ako nang text sa kaklase ko kung ano nang nangyayari. TExt ko rin lahat ng kamalasan ko. Dahil alas singko na e wala pa rin ako sa eskuwela. e nagsimula ng alas kwatro ang tangenang screening na un. Baket ba ako minalas ng ganito. ACtually kanina nung lumabas ako ng bahay papunta nang school tas nakatanggap ako ng text na wala na si lino cayetano-- NA MAKASAMPUNG BESES KONG TINEXT NGUNIT HINDI NAGREPLY-- sa school, nanlumo na ako. Sayang ang pinagpaguran ko kung di ko masubmit NGAYON MISMONG ARAW. Text kaya ako nang text na pupuntahan ko siya makasubmit lang ako. ANG KULAPO BALAK AKONG BIGYAN NG INC!!  UTANG NA LOOB!

pagod na pagod na ko. pasmado pa ko. dugo na ung kamay ko kanina pagigitara ng iskor ko. gutom na gutom pa ko. Buti na lang binilhan ako ni mortel ng pagkain.

ang masama pa sa lahat, hindi na nga ganoon kaganda ung pelikula ko, ganito pa ung inabot ko sa paggawa ng buwakanang proyektong ito sa ilalim ng isang walang kwentang guro.

sabi ni chinggay itetext raw ako ni lino. potah. gudlak sa mahigit sampung mensahe kong hindi pa rin niya pinapansin hanggang ngayon.

tangena.

random ulit

Lino finally went to class today. Whew. It was my first Directing class for the year 2006. I really hated him for that. But when I entered the classroom and saw this tall, mestiso, and utterly charming guy talking, all my disgust for him just went POOF, GONE! hahahaha. Namimiss raw niya si Bianca =( WAG KA MUNANG LALABAS SA BAHAY NI KUYA!!!

My concept for this class is becoming more and more blurred. I have three story concepts and lino said I need to concentrate on one. Only then will I be able to consult with him. Fine. I'm still thinking. And thinking terribly hurts.

After our German class, I dragged Nina to Casaa to eat with me. AS is really nostalgic. I love it when I 'm there because it's the only place in UP where you'd actually feel that you ARE a 'taga-UP'. Anyway, after eating, we went to the Admin building-- the one that has the OBLE in front of it-- to get Nina's Sablay for graduation. Aww...

Since we were already on the second floor, we took advantage of the scenery to take pictures =D. For like two years, that was the first time I saw UP as something BEAUTIFUL. A lot of times, I'd just curse this place for being so rude to its students. Hehe.

Hmm... Yesterday was Ayn's reshoot. Though I was feeling kinda sick, after my MP class, I still went straight to NIGS where they were already shooting. It was great to see ate Anj again. Too bad I forgot to take pictures =/ tsk tsk. She's leaving for Japan to perform with Rody Vera and Nor Domingo (I think). Talk about power cast.

Of course, ANGELI means KWENTO. Loved every bit of her stories! ugh, can't get enough!

After the shoot, Ayn and I went to SM north to check out the movies. We ended up watching 'yours, mine, and ours'. Call watching it lame, but relatively, we really had no choice. lolz. It was corny of course. But the kids were a breath of fresh air. Cute cute. We then parted after the movie. I went to the supermarket to buy 'baon' to devour on my Laguna field trip this coming weekend.

It was only 8pm so as usual I wasn't on the UWI MODE yet. I went to NAt'l bookstore and found this:

IT was one of those many paperback collections that the UP press frequently publishes. From the title, I thought it was a collection of poems that were written by renowned filipino poets. I suck. lolz. The book had poems about fathers written by UP professors such as Neil Garcia AND OTHERSSSSSS, dami e.

E yun, senti na naman... mga tula para sa mga tatay nila. May masama, malungkot, may masaya, may galit, may bakla, GANON. Nanotice ko lang, mas mahirap pang intindihin ung mga english poems na sinulat ng mga pilipino kaysa sa mga english poems na sinulat ng mga natural na nag-eenglish tulad ng mga amerikano at ingles. lolz. weird.

whatever

So it's 6.30 in the morning and and I have class at 7 and i'm sick and i haven't even bathed and eaten and my nose is going crazy runny and my mind and my stomach is going ravenous and my face is oily and my hair is as messy as cotton candy and my papers for later aren't printed yet and what else?

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I need to watch pride and prejudice again.

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I KNEW REESE WOULD GET THE OSCAR! I LOVE HER!

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Hey, did you know it's already 6.35 and I have class at 7 and i'm sick and i haven't even bathed and eaten and my nose is going crazy runny and my mind and my stomach is going ravenous and my face is oily and my hair is as messy as cotton candy and my papers for later aren't printed yet?

sick but still kicking

I will make this as brief as i possible.

I noticed I only update my blog when I have things to do for school. I'm feeling kinda sick since yesterday because of my sorethroat-turned-to-cough-and-colds-plus-fever. Thus, I wasn't able to go to school today. And I'm not attending dance class tonight.

It's been two weeks since I last danced and I really feel bad that my schedule won't permit the one thing I UNDENIABLY CAN'T DO but am totally dying for to learn.. UGh... Heaven and earth conspire for my dancing's demise.

So anyway, it was weird today because I woke up with my electric fan turned off. I tried a couple of times to turn it on using my big toe but the damn thing wouldn't work. Brownout? But I could hear Kris Aquino's MAY TAMA KA! from across our unit and below!! Hmm... So I got up and fooled myself to switching my bedroom light on. Poof! nothing...

Apparently, our electricity has been cut for the gravest of reasons whatsoever.

AFter washing my face over the sink, I realised I couldn't take a shower without the lights on. I then went to Ate Fritz' apartment-- 20 meters near my building-- to take a shower and make kwento. Hahaha. She was telling me about her indian-singaporean suitor who asked her to meet him in Hong Kong for a date. Dumdeedumdum. Rich guy, intelligent, sensible, a gentleman, but FAR and ALWAYS ROAMING AROUND THE GLOBE. LDRs suck big time. Her past 4-yr LDR relationship with her former schoolmate ended last year. Too bad. The guy was in MIT, uber intelligent (suma cum laude? CE in UP?!?!) and nice. Ugh, WHY DO GUYS LIKE THAT EVEN EXIST IN THIS WORLD?!

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My birthday is coming up. waaaahhh... 20 20 20!!! No, NOT HAPPY.

The other day, I made a list of people to invite if ever I'll be holding a birthday party. I told my mom, if we're holding it in a bar, I'd only have 30 guests. And these are, of course, the VIPs in my life. 1, 2, 3, 26, 39, 40, 57, 64, 72... Ok, so thirty would probably be the VVVVVVVIPs in my life. Talk about inviting 72 people.. It's like having a wedding for crying out loud.

I'm still thinking about it.. What to do on my 20th birthday. la la la la la. Ate Fritz said "SAVE THE MONEY AND BUY STUFF FOR YOURSELF!" Hmm... thinking more, more, more...

My birthday wish list that I know will remain A WISH LIST until after I graduate and be able to feed myself:

1. a car, no specific model but a vios will do =D hit me baby one more time.. I like vios. I like tintin's! lolz.

2. a 24p hd cam and a digital SLR (i think this one, I've a chance of getting for my birthday *winks)

3. a trip to hong kong (mi mudra said, if we don't make it to the US this year, we're going to disney!weeee)

4. ELECTRIC GUITAR!!! if my party doesn't push through, I'll make sure to grab this one! sha la la la la

5. 30-pound weight loss LOLZ (I will get this in my dreams so I'll go ahead and sleep now)

THAT'S ALL! Hahahaha... But truly, nakuha ko na lahat ng mga bagay na mahal ko. Ngayon, kelangan ko ng gumawa ng book review para sa expe bukas. Paalam na.